The Boy sent me an email not too long ago that said, amongst other things, that he had to keep the D/s compartmentalized because he didn't want to fall into patterns with me (or with anyone else, for that matter) like he'd been stuck in with his wife.
I get that. Totally.
I don't want to cross that line. I feel like sometimes (not all the time, mind you) mentioning it crosses the line and it's not a good feeling. I don't want to self censor and I fear that's what is happening.
I know I'm trying so hard to just *be* - it's just difficult when the parameters feel like they change. You know?
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