I wonder...

If my loves still get excited about our relationship or if they're in the "settled" phase?

I still get excited whenever I see them.  They still light up my days, my nights, my life.  I still get giddy with butterflies in my tummy.

Have they wondered the same thing about me, too?

It's a scary thought to ponder; me falling in love with them all over again all the time and them wishing I'd just stop it and get on with life.

It's not that I don't feel loved or that I feel neglected or whatnot.  It's just something that I think about from time to time, yet don't have the nerve to ask for fear of the answer.  Besides, I don't want either of them to feel like I'm fishing for compliments or that I'm unsure of our relationship.  I'm not unsure that they love me.  I don't doubt that a bit.  There are examples all around me.

Gah.