I think I've waited my whole poly life for this experience.
Things are good. Like good, good. I had started to think it wasn't possible and here we are. I've known B for nearly a year and it just keeps getting better all the way around. Our dynamic as a couple is awesome, his dynamic with Amylita is awesome and our three person dynamic is awesome, too.
Amylita is giddy over my relationship with him and excited about hers and that's not something that has ever really happened before. That's not to say she hasn't gotten along with previous boyfriends - yet this is different. This is real and not just her going through the motions. I know we're Southern and all and she can be polite - but - she doesn't have to be with B. They are friends. They love one another. They are the same person with different genitalia. It's odd and wonderful all at the same time.
This is also the first relationship I've had with a boy that posits us both as equals. There is no him-needing-me-more-than-I-need-him or vice versa. We can just be ourselves and it's enough. It's ok. I've only really had that with Amylita. Honestly, it was really difficult to accept that at first but I think I'm getting the hang of it.
Most days my heart is so full of love that I'm sure it's going to explode - and then I contemplate how fantastic it would be to explode love all over the place. I bet that's a mess no one would mind.
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