...was just the rushing of the wind.
Wheeeeeeeeee. It's been a rollercoaster of emotions lately.
A while back the three of us decided to take a trip to Vegas for a wedding. Unfortunately, A's work schedule kinda put that on the skids.
So, I asked B if he'd still like to go somewhere since we'd already asked for the time off. He said sure.
We have rented a cabin in the mountains for three nights and I'm really excited that we can go have that time together. And, I feel bad because A cannot go. I know she is envious (not jealous, mind you) and I hate it. It's difficult to be excited and bummed at the same time.
She's reassured me that yes, while she is envious - it doesn't mean she's not supportive and excited for us to be able to get away for a few consecutive days (something B and I don't have often). It's hard to trust that given that most people don't really mean what they say. I just have to trust her that she's being honest with me about her feelings.
We will definitely take a three person trip SOON. It may have to be after the holidays, though.
Sometimes navigating multiple relationship dynamics is hard, but I am so grateful to have both my loves in my life.
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